Finding Joy in the Journey

I realize this title has been used before, but it is such a wonderful reminder to me that joy truly can be found  throughout our entire life experience if we are willing to keep our eyes open and accept the things that are thrown our way. I feel like every time I write on here it is a reminder of all of the things I am blessed with which never gets old for me. I lead such a wonderful life and there is no reason why I can't be happy.

Lately I have been dealing with some things that have happened to me and I find myself getting very down. It is difficult when people say things about you that are absolutely not true and you still have to deal with the consequences. It hurts when someone doesn't trust you after your whole life trying to be the best person you can and portray an example of true integrity. I know that I am a good person. I realize that even though one person doesn't believe that I am honest, I have plenty of people in my life that know this to be true. I am blessed to be surrounded by these people who would support me in anything, especially at this moment, during this trial in my life. I appreciate those people in my life that strengthen me and remind me of who I am.

I am always trying to find the positive that comes from every situation. Sometimes it is hard to do this right away but I know for me it is the only way for me to keep from getting sad. As of my situation right now I have been trying very hard to find the positive but here are a few things I have come up with:

1. I have come so much closer to my family and true friends. To each of you: I love you and thank you for your support, advice, love and listening ears.

2. I have realized the power of words, how they can affect anyone negatively or positively.

3. I don't have to wear black everyday :)

4. I know that you are always able to change where you are, especially if you are not happy with your current situation.

5. I am able to spend more time with my family and close friends.

6. I have more time to study for finals.

7. I have found the people that care about me are doing what they can to help me find new opportunities and helping me to be happy and keep a smile on my face.

Honestly, this has been one of the more difficult weeks in my life. In no way the worst experience I've ever gone through. I realize that I am a daughter of my heavenly Father. I am blessed beyond measure. I am able to find joy in every other aspect of my life.